MY EARS SPEAK A PROPHECY OF STILLNESS

brothers & sisters to the land

we have doors to open, candles to listen into

we have language & rice & blue ceramic owls

from the feet, the prayer

from the stomach, the voice

from the eyes, the language

from the mouth, the grave

(yes this river created my love

& yes i am standing beside myself

with toes in the water)

evergreen talking revenge 

oak talking revenge

the ozone talking revenge

sand & soil & the endlessness of skies talking revenge

mountains say nothing of

what you are not ready to hear—

the wisdom of hawk swoops to the chainlink fence 

briefly locks eyes

saying, gardens of blood 

do not & cannot lean on anything

but the triggers of tomorrow

yesterday, i was scarecrow in the bread aisle

security followed my silent wish

to hug every mother with cans of soup &

to set fire to every one of the cash registers

 

soldiers measure the distance

between oceans with a general's orders

with 150 years of ammunition crates

in nobody's name

—the mere weight of one of my atoms

is enough to turn warmongers into ducklings

i throw pieces of bread at them & laugh, high & mad

i cram sociology down their throats

& still they do not listen

& cannot reflect, a blank void in the eyes

speaking the lies of dead monuments

© 2023 Daniel Cyran

Warriors Gear, Remembering, Mind Playing Tricks On Me, Outrunning Starb*cks

 

I’ve been meaning to Google the Golden State Warriors championship years, around 2014 – 2020. When I lived in Vallejo, there was a corner store that used to sell hella bay area sports gear on the side. As I remember it, one could get a pack of corn nuts, a cold tea, and a Warriors shirt for 12$ or something outrageously reasonable. This was before the Starb*cks was built on the same corner. A word to the wise: when Starb*cks rolls through town, it is likely time to go. I digress though.

At one point in time, and this is a funny memory; the word around was that the owner had pre-emptively put a Warriors Championship t-shirt on the rack. This may have been the year following a Warriors championship. I don't know & can't quite call it. 

It may have been the season when the Dubs broke the record for wins in a single season, previously held by Michael Jordan’s Chicago Bulls. I think the Warriors only lost 9 games that season. While Chicago’s record was only 10 losses during regular season play; when they set the record in the 90s, in a season when this Chicago team would go on to win the ‘ship. Ice the cake and throw back the champagne.

Long story longer, this corner store was my go-to for all things snack and drink related for a number of years. So naturally, I also supported their apparel arm of the business. Over the years I accumulated and donated a plethora of Warriors, 49ers and San Francisco Giants gear. And it's a corner store, these aren't exactly Gucci edition Dubs championship shirts. All to the good though, it isn't the shoes you're walking in that matter; it's where you're going in them. When I'm wearing a Warriors shirt there's just a different energy, like a fresh hair cut or your kicks after you lift that last dash of the toothbrush, and they shine.

In any situation, today I was reminded that one (or more of these shirts) may have been from the years where the Warriors fell short. They had such a brilliant run during those years that I forget which years they won the ‘ship and which years they fell short. I mean, when they made it to the finals or conference finals but couldn’t ice the cake. As I recall henceforth anyways round about yonder. This may or may not be accurate, there were a couple years like this.

So my thought this morning was, before I rock any Warriors gear, I need to Google exactly which years were the championship years and which years they fell short. I’d be remised to be walking out and about town with one of these pre-emptive money grabs at the North Vallejo corner store on my back, ha.

I say all that to say, memory is a funny thing. The Geto Boys monumental song Mind Playing Tricks On Me from the 1991 album, We Can’t Be Stopped harkens. Human beings may never fully understand the capabilities & possibilities of the human brain. And then there’s the mind. Which is a whole 'nother mystery & tupper ware full of worms. Which, from my perspective, may or may not be located in the brain. I think of the mind as more universal. Something more celestial, without a central “seat” in the body, rather I view the mind as “something” our species taps into, intuits…yeah, we tap into “it” or perhaps are tapped into “it” via some form or fashion—the brain being an integral part in this exchange, although who knows whether or not the brain is the focal, or even main vantage point.

I like to think the heart has a mind. And what about the cells within the heart? Surely our species does not perceive cells multiplying and allthat—don’t call me Shirley—but all of this is made available via awareness via the mind.

At the end of the day, I probably won’t Google all this. Too many interests, not enough time. Although I haven’t watched a Warriors game in a few years, I probably will continue rocking the t-shirts. Not because I’m a big-time Dubs fan, although I do like this team quite a lot. I wear these t-shirts because it’s a little glimmer of home that I can carry with me. The Golden State. The Warriors. It also has a nice ring to it, something I feel in my bones as guidance for the heart beating in my chest.

Jason Richardson, 2002 Slam Dunk Contest

 I’m reminded of things and people who aided in my evolution. People and things whose evoluton I also aided in. Lumpia at a garage sale. Any garage sale to be certain, if the garage sale didn't have Lumpia for sale on the side, there probably wasn't anything worth purchasing.

The Vallejo Bookstore downtown. Redwood Street with it's hustle and bustle. I’m reminded of streets and sounds and scents that activate something within my psyche that I am familiar with, something like belonging. I’m reminded that I belong. Sure, home is where you are at. Although, how much of home is where you’re at? How much of home is where you’re from? I’m from California, so I enjoy remembering when I lived there. Remembering the people. The vibes. The trials & tests. Yadda. And this unequivocally & unquantifiably aides in my present state of being. Somehow, some way. Through & through a lot of reflection & mystery. What is it about remembering that somehow can act as a lamp post in the present moment?

How much of memory is lamp post?

We’re surrounded by darkness, and we don’t even know it. The weight of the world.

Review: PROMISES OF GOLD by José Olivarez

 

PROMISES OF GOLD is a testament to the truth that it is always possible to lay claim to a poetry of your own, a poetry that is whole-heartedly filled with goodness, a poetry that creates and cultivates a love for oneself & other people to witness, to feel, and connect with; and ultimately: to move for & take action with. I’m enjoying the questions of and for authority. I’m moved to ask my own questions. My spirit is moved by the poet’s reflections on tenderness, masculinity and toxic masculinity. On what it means to be family. On what it means to be Mexican. On what it means to be American. On what it means to love, as a man, and as a human being trying to make sense of existing and being alive in a seemingly ever-maddening world.

This collection is a clear example that poetry, at its root level, is here for us as human beings to witness ourselves, one another, to fuel one another’s spirits. To nurture our being-ness and bring us together, as inhabitants of this planet, as people occupying similar and different spaces and places on this humungous rock hurling through space. And that to a creative person, to a poet, this is an intrinsic part of being alive, of sharing in this brief and fleeting human experience.

As the poet explains in the introductory author’s note, PROMISES OF GOLD started out with a desire to write love poems. Love poems to the poet’s beloved, love poems to family members, love poems to friends and homies. Then the pandemic began. Then the uprisings of 2020 began. Then the poet became reflective on capitalism’s brutality, on the injustices of the prison industrial complex, on authority’s pervasive illusion, on the violence of borders. Then, then, then, and then.

“But because I am who I am & because we live in the world that we live in, I wrote this book instead” - José Olivarez

It seems as if the poems that are not explicitly “love poems” are incognito love poems. After reading “American Tragedy,” the first thought that came to my mind was: fuck the police. After reading “Poem Where No One Is Deported,” one of my reactions was: fuck la migra. So, I really see these poems too, even though not “explicitly” love poems, as love poems. If only with a grander, more encompassing vision of love than what is considered “typical.” After all, what place does anger have in love and in loving? What is love’s relationship to justice? What is the capacity in my love to hate racism? How true can one’s love really be if it excludes seeing precisely how fucked up the seemingly cyclical nature of control and oppression can be and really is?

And I enjoy this about Olivarez’ work as well: as a reader, I felt invited into a conversation, and really at times, invited to walk in the speaker’s own shoes, to see what he sees, to feel, as close as humanly possible, what he feels.

Along with the brilliant Mexican humor woven throughout this collection (See: “Ode to Tortillas,” “Eating Taco Bell with Mexicans,” et al.), this collection is overflowing with lines and poems that reach straight through the chest, through the breastplate & ribs and finally to the heart, squeezing the heart to life. Not unlike when a handball is squeezed and it creates a brief concave and then, when let go of, the ball intrinsically reverts back to its spherical shape and is once again bounceable. This is what I’ve found in my experience with PROMISES OF GOLD. The heart is touched, the heart is squeezed and given pause, the heart is let go of; and the heart resumes its shape to keep beating. I’m reminded of the Jay-Z lyric: like a roundball you bounce back. PROMISES OF GOLD did this, does this, and as I visit and re-visit these poems, PROMISES OF GOLD continues doing this for my heart: from page to page my heart bounces to life’s rhythm, time and again.

- Daniel Cyran

Pedro Explains Magical Realism

nah, i never heard of magical realism,

but i do know this: when i did acid

in the desert, the ancestors came to me—

i mean they’re always there, but like,

they let me see them. they let me hear them.

& they told me that all the men in our family

sabotage their relationships with alcohol.

it’s like the truth isn’t just an idea, it’s physical.

like you can choose not to believe in gravity,

but it’s still going to hold you down.

that’s what it was like: i had been living

with this truth all my life, but now i could feel it.

To order copies of PROMISES OF GOLD directly from the publisher, click here.

 

* This book is a bilingual, full-length collection of poems. Because I do not understand or know how to read Spanish, this review is focused on the English portion of PROMISES OF GOLD. 

A RELATIVE MADNESS

One true glimpse of this candle

Is more philosophy than thousands of words from Wittgenstein

I spit at the books of each & every dead philosopher

(except for Nietzsche who is alive, bless him)

Too many words, too many thoughts

You bastards did nothing!

But think about thinking!

You sicken me more than red spiders hatching eggs behind my eyes!

You sicken me more than people portraying snakes!

You sicken me more than money! More than myself!

Someone please forgive me

I'm bored with the poets

Constantly on about what is and isn't poetry

This morning reading Jim Harrison again:

"One day my love I'll see your body from the left side of my face"

I'm going to sleep, not at all right in the mind

Wake me up with a philosophy that reckons with the primacy of experience

Wake me up with a philosophy simple & to the point

One true glimpse of this candle

And I touch the ashes these words are destined to become—

A RELATIVE MADNESS © 2023 Daniel Cyran

I wrote a poem after seeing a friend's artwork...

 

Untitled, by Koss

INCARNATIONS

after Koss

is it the rage of the gods 

or is mother Earth simply a woman who won't be fucked with

the drunken gods mad with humanity

this planet Earth at the brink of inhabitability

an alien species siphoning oxygen from the soil to study on a distant planet

the engine of time & space reckoning with parallel universes

dust in the wind candles in the mind fortresses in the hidden air

clouds made from fists in circles drumming dust on the moon dust in the air dancing thorn’d music

dust yet to become reigning limitation

i feel my own size everywhere standing breadth depth everywhere circling revolving 

orbiting the unbegun

i'm begging! 

the sky is the window to the soul!

with my eyes two overflowing begging bowls

the sky is the window to the soul!

who's inside looking out who's outside looking in—

owl eye sees it coming from miles away

knows what will happen before it happens

owl eye seized in becoming 

cloaked in reverie

stillness overthrown omni 

2,000 hands in the sky drumming cyclones birthing magnanimous 

a headless chicken in a cosmic yard of ascension

the air prefers swarms of altitude

Kali flowers build & destroy middle paths a peeling back of the senses' white knuckles 

on the wheel of good fortune

on guard the god of thunder tired of heard not seen like a dumb thief surges of wind unforgotten 

the mind of universal wisdom

unhinged 

the unseen's lifting the air with the same wisdom woman is able to lift a car for child

two invisible hands in the sky above the clouds kneeling to nothing singing crumbling 

overthrowing stillness 

cyclones orb across landscapes cycles writing on the wall civilization ain't civilized

signs of the times signs of the ages from blue to gray blink betrayal of gilded reverence 

the rainbow's totem invisible crown of nature

womb of creation  

oscillating crumbling the tight rope between known & unknown 

listen to crow raven dirge proto crown rain dance epitome 

surges of silence darkness proto 

gray is the color of boundless gray abundance gray in between gray the middle path gray the living through experience gray the answer to the question in the form of a question Gibraltar will heed 

Stone Henge will weep the way you approach gray is who & what you are

INCARNATIONS © 2022 Daniel Cyran

Koss (she, them, they) is a poet, writer and artist. Their work can be found on the web via https://koss-works.com/.

Review: Verna Hampton's Sister FM Diva

 

“I’m a daughter, a sister, and a mother

Both grand and great

And I am here to enlighten, entertain, and educate”

-        Verna Hampton, What Is A Name

 

The poems in Sister FM Diva celebrate, sing, rap, bless, curse, revel, and ultimately reveal a poet who is devoted. This is a poet devoted to her community, to her love of humanity, to her love of justice, of truth. These poems are anti-apathy, anti-delusion. I have been encouraged by the poet Sean Thomas Dougherty who once said (paraphrased): I try not to use the word brilliant or great when describing a poet or poem, but instead try to look in the direction that the poet is pointing. With this in mind, it is clear that Verna Hampton is pointing to the human heart.

In these wild & savage times, with the new millennium not even mid-way through its third decade, this heart energy is needed. The poems in this collection are teeming with so much heart and soul, it’s nearly impossible to walk away from time spent with this collection and not be encouraged, challenged, changed; each and every time. At times I was inspired to weep, at other times I was filled with so much anger I wanted to break something. The poems in Sister FM Diva encourage sincere responses, it is clear, because they are coming from a sincere place.

Another thing I noticed while spending time with Sister FM Diva is that the poet is committed to the real. Verna Hampton is a poet of reality. She sees clearly the situation at hand, the on-going crises that human beings are faced with; and does not shy away from delivering her assessments as far as what is required of us, of human beings, in order to truly be free. As well, these poems are unapologetically Black. Hampton is a member of a cohort of Black story tellers, poets and griots with a rich tradition of truth telling.

While reading Verna Hampton’s collection, I was reminded of Wanda Coleman, and her one-of-a-kind delivery of her poems. When I first heard a Wanda Coleman poem recited by the poet herself, I had heard nothing like it before, and have heard nothing like it to this day. Similarly, I would be eager to hear or see Verna Hampton recite her poetry in a live setting. From what I can tell on the page, the poet has given herself much room for song, much room for her own human uniqueness to shine through—in a way that I think Wanda Coleman also wrote to ensure that nobody was as capable of delivering the power, insight, and beauty of her words like she herself was able to do. I see this possibility in Verna Hampton’s work as well.

I will also argue that it is largely due to Hampton’s knowledge, wisdom, and understanding of the past; and due to her being grounded, not unlike the grounding of a majestic oak tree, with its deeply rooted foundation in the Earth, in the present moment; which makes these poems so enjoyable, enlightening and entertaining.

I see Verna Hampton's poems as a reminder for these generations. In a world that seemingly continues ever spiraling towards forgetfulness, delusion, poets like Hampton, who enlighten in their reminding, are healers. To witness the truth of the past and present being told with so much strength and courage is a healing endeavor.

While reading Sister FM Diva, I was reminded of a quote from Jonas Mekas, who said: In the very end, societies perish because they listen to their politicians, and not to their poets. I hope this review serves as encouragement to those with open hearts, with open minds; Verna Hampton’s voice and poems are saying something we need to listen to, attend to, and carry within that sacred human heart-space I believe she is pointing towards.

To order copies of Sister FM Diva by Verna Hampton, click here.

TO BE A MORTAL THING

Rains move in from the north

and somewhere in my home town

someone is playing the final trumpet.

This planet has taken about as much abuse

from human hands as it can fathom, I'm afraid.

If you place a penny on the cool bent steel of 

railroad tracks, it is only a matter of time

before the thing is heated and flattened.

In the end you will have a neat looking souvenir

and only be a penny the lesser. All my suffering

has led me to this. To be a mortal thing,

one must shine in some brief and unmistakable way. 

Like glimpses of daylight receding across a puddle. 

The last funeral I attended was for a soldier. 

Tears and tears and tears and yet we still allow 

rich and greedy men to keep sending our brothers 

and sisters back home in closed coffins. I listen to the 

pitter patter of water against concrete blocks, a motorcycle 

in the distance, probably a Honda, faintness of birdcall—

love is in the air now—I'm remembering the last time 

I made love: we were too exhausted for fucking 

so we laid on our backs in bed, hand in hand, reading our 

thoughts to each other. For a long time, it became

quiet and we laid next to one another in the silence of night, 

I would squeeze my left hand, she would squeeze her right hand

in intervals to keep each other awake to the moment. 

We went on like that for hours, and woke up the next day 

hand in hand. The rain has stopped. Smoke pirouettes 

from my exhales, a lit cigarette, like a lantern surrounded 

by a phalanx of black crows gathering in droves, a reminding 

of the truth: darkness surrounds us and we don't even know it, 

the weight of the world.

© 2022 Daniel Cyran